Written on 26 August 2018
I just woke up from a nap right now. This was one of any number of instances when I heard a curse coming down from the top of my head, and percolating down into my body. And this is the first time that I figured out what the curse said, because I rolled it back (as is done with the timelines), and the wording of the curse came up. And so I finally got the words of the curse …
It was a man’s name, the one that I call MD, and it spoke the man’s name in a tiny, tinny, little girl’s voice; it said: MD will poop on you.
I was sitting, thinking about it, for quite some time. Who would do this, I wondered? Various potential solutions were suggested to me on the astral plane, but finally I figured it out: It was not a curse, although it felt like a curse, and it kept on happening for a long time. As well, it had felt like there was a presence above my head.
What it was, though, was that there was somebody that wanted to wake me up. And they were afraid that I might be dead. So then they said that thing, which was like a rehashing of Soul wounding. What it was, was the story of The Boy with the Rock …
Link: “The Child with the Rock,” by Alice B. Clagett, Filmed on 24 March 2017, https://wp.me/p2Rkym-76h ..
That sound got stored above his head, above his crown chakra.
I found out some more details about it today: He had a little sister, whom his father used to call Lilith. She was a tiny little child, about four years old. He must have been very young too.
When she accidentally passed on, he thought to himself … or else his father thought (I am not sure which it was) … ‘MD will poop on you’. That was the essence of the event that was stored in his energy field.
And I found out a few more things about it: The ghostly presence there said that his father used to call her Lilith because he loved her best of all. So there was an issue of sibling rivalry there, I suspect. And also an issue of incest, because ‘Lilith’ is the other woman, according to myth. And so the father was saying that this little four-year-old girl was a rival, in sexual attraction, to the mother.
That is what that word ‘Lilith’ means; you can look up that word ‘Lilith’ on one of my prior blogs.
I have been talking to the child today … the child that wakes me that way … the child that is so fearful that he has killed again … who must have been very, very young when that happened to him, that his father’s favorite, his sister, passed on when he threw a rock at her. Maybe he did; maybe he did not … He thought he did. He thought he was responsible, just like the ghostly presence always thinks it is responsible for my not waking up, when I take a nap in the middle of the day.
So I have been speaking to this childish presence … this beautiful, innocent, child that was so deeply wounded … and telling it that it had done nothing wrong; that everything was all right; that its father and its mother loved it very much, and that God would bless it for sure.
And that seems to be working. I will try it a little bit more in future naps, and see what happens.
God bless you all. Take care.
In love, light and joy,
I Am of the Stars
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