Revised; originally written on 10 March 2014
- CHAOS AS A VEHICLE FOR CHANGE
- Waves of Fear, Anxiety, and Anger in the Collective
- CHAOS AND THE OFF-KILTER HEART
- THE OFF-KILTER HEART AND PHYSICAL ACHES AND PAINS
- CHAOS AND HUMAN DISEASE
- Avenues to Physical Health
- On Diving into Feelings of Physical Disharmony
- On Palliative Medicines
- HEALTH ISSUES SPECIFIC TO LIGHTWORKERS
- ON EXPERIENCING DEATH
- ON RELATING TO DEATH THROUGH SOUL AWARENESS
- ON WITNESSING THE TURNING FROM DARKNESS TO LIGHT
- ON THE COURAGE OF LIGHTWORKERS WHO EMBODIED FOR THE SHIFT
- On Holding Success or Failure of Our Soul Mission with Compassionate Neutrality
- WILL THE EXPERIENCE OF PHYSICAL FORM BE DIFFERENT NOW?
- ON THE NEW CLAIR ABILITIES
CHAOS AS A VEHICLE FOR CHANGE
We hear about chaos as a vehicle for change, for establishing New Life on New Earth. Sometimes people think of chaos in terms of world events … earthquakes, hurricanes, abrupt changes of government, bank failures, economic slowdowns, and so on.
Waves of Fear, Anxiety, and Anger in the Collective
Abrupt world events, because of the global nature of mass media, do affect many people by sending waves of fear, anxiety, and anger through the collective. But I’d like to explore the concept of chaos in a more personal way.
CHAOS AND THE OFF-KILTER HEART
When my own heart feels happy, I can feel the subtle energy of the heart chakra spinning round evenly, balanced, ‘uneventfully’. When I feel the touch of fear, anxiety, anger, hatred, worry, bewilderment … any negative emotion … I can feel a change in the subtle energy of the heart chakra. It may feel frozen … no longer spinning … or off kilter. It may feel as if there is a little pebble on one side or the other, interfering with the flow. I may feel a sudden twinge in my physical heart, or an unpleasant burning sensation.
So for me, when my heart is not open and spinning carefree — that’s chaos.
THE OFF-KILTER HEART AND PHYSICAL ACHES AND PAINS
Not everyone senses subtle energy, but we all notice our physical aches and pains. When the heart chakra is not in perfect balance, that can create physical imbalance as well. Then we feel the physical aches and pains. So these physical aches and pains are a message to us, that our heart is not flowing freely. And the organs affected, the ones that ache or hurt, are encoded with the particular imbalance that is occurring in our heart chakra.
CHAOS AND HUMAN DISEASE
The current chaotic state in which humanity finds itself is manifesting in quite a wave of people as physical illness and death. What to do?
Avenues to Physical Health
Naturally, a very good avenue is to cleanse the physical body through fasting and a carefully planned diet, and through drinking lots of pure water, if that is possible. For those on dialysis, where water intake is limited, then it’s a good idea to drink only very pure water and to bless it with ‘Om’ right before drinking it. I feel it’s good to bless food with ‘Om’ as well. That way the nourishment we take will uplift our Spirits as well as our physical forms. But sometimes, despite our best efforts at preventive health care, bodily imbalances occur.
On Diving into Feelings of Physical Disharmony
The very first thing to do, when we feel physical aches and pains, is to dive deep into these uncomfortable sensations. If we avoid them, then the imbalance will continue. If we concentrate our total attention on them, with a feeling of compassionate neutrality, knowing that they hold the key to our cure, THEN we can dissolve these imbalances in the Incoming Light and heal the imbalance in our hearts. (1)
On Palliative Medicines
If, despite our best efforts, our body becomes ill, and if the pain is great, our hearts wish very much for relief, and so any agent that quells the pain is a good thing, because it helps our heart.
HEALTH ISSUES SPECIFIC TO LIGHTWORKERS
Lightworkers who have been on Earth through many incarnations are among those who are having a difficult clearing.
- Sometimes, I feel, this is because their many incarnations have resulted in a great deal of karma that needs to be unraveled.
- Sometimes, as lightworkers, they have taken on … either in this incarnation or in past lives … the karma of other people. Daniella Breen (2) has talked about this. Sometime they have even taken on the karma of a flock of people. And in this lifetime, when, because of the Incoming Light, everything is clearing at such a rapid pace, those with a heavy load of karma … whatever the cause … may manifest the clearing as physical illness, even illness that leads to death of the physical body.
ON EXPERIENCING DEATH
Death is about the most chaotic event that we can imagine from a personal point of view. In 3D and 4D, this is the biggest change, the biggest transformation, that can happen to a person … to leave the physical body and the personality behind, and step back into our Soul nature. Naturally, there’s a lot of fear and misunderstanding around this dropping-the-body event. Denial, anger, bargaining, depression (understandably!), and finally, often with the prodding of constant pain … acceptance. That’s how the personality reacts to the prospect of death. But what about the Soul?
ON RELATING TO DEATH THROUGH SOUL AWARENESS
If we relate to our Soul the path through death to the deathless state is much clearer, much more simple, far more happy. Our soul is eternal, not mortal. True, it touches down into physical form from time to time to accomplish some mission and to further its long-range Soul purpose. So by relating to our Soul, we begin to take death somewhat less seriously.
ON WITNESSING THE TURNING FROM DARKNESS TO LIGHT
We’ve been privileged to participate in this time of the Great Turning, at the absolute nadir … the darkest point … in human history. Those of us who have had the good fortune to be physically embodied in the last few years have experienced the most miraculous turnaround of the Dark to the Light … I can’t even begin to describe it in words, it’s that absolutely amazing. Two years ago, I would have said, impossible. Well, the impossible has been accomplished, and we who are on Earth today have witnessed this greatest of changes.
ON THE COURAGE OF LIGHTWORKERS WHO EMBODIED FOR THE SHIFT
Some of us, especially lightworkers, wayshowers, and gatekeepers, came here at the time of the Shift to accomplish a Soul mission. Teamwork would have been involved, sometimes with others on the Earthly plane, and invariably with our AscensionTeam and our disembodied Soul lineage.
On Holding Success or Failure of Our Soul Mission with Compassionate Neutrality
We knew the odds were against us before we embodied … but we agreed anyway. That means all lightworkers, wayshowers, and gatekeepers here today are the most courageous of spirits. Incredibly courageous. That, in itself, is something to be grateful for.
We may or may not have achieved our primary mission, but we’ve done our best under the most trying of circumstances. And in all likelihood, we arrived here with several soul missions, and some of those missions have, in fact, seen fruition. But in some cases, at great cost in terms of physical wellbeing.
So what do we do if, despite our efforts to clear, both physically and spiritually, the cleansing has been too much for the moment? If we’re faced with the prospect of physical death? Well, that’s a pretty hard thing to accept and to experience. But there is some cause for long-range optimism. That is to say, optimism from the point of view of our Souls, which have been there and done that ‘death’ thing time after time after time …
WILL THE EXPERIENCE OF PHYSICAL FORM BE DIFFERENT NOW?
My understanding from Bill Ballard (3) is that, since Earth is already in 5D, things will be very different for those who leave physical form now. There will be no long holding period, when our Soul is absorbing the most recent incarnation and learning life lessons on the astral plane.
Instead, according to Bill Ballard, when we finally leave these bodies, we will have two choices … to go directly to Supreme Source, or to re-embody. If we choose embodiment, our new body will be attuned to the Incoming Light, and it will be easier for us to unfold our new talents and take part in the co-creation of the new reality … an Earth where all are served equally, where, as the ancient Buddhist prayer says, all beings can be happy, all beings can be safe, all can live in their true nature.
It’s up to your own heart to choose, and either choice is fine.
ON THE NEW CLAIR ABILITIES
To me, this new reality sounds much better the 3D and 4D. On thinking it over, I guess we already have the powers that death now bestows … we could, if we were able to set aside our fears …
- bilocate at will,
- speak with our star brethren,
- experience multiple dimensions at will,
- fold up our physical bodies into a tiny traveling case and exist as beings of light in a disembodied state for a while. Then unpack the suitcase and walk around in human form again.
Sounds pretty wild to me, but the train has been travelling through some pretty thrilling countryside in the last 2 years. The scenery is looking more beautiful every day. How might it look to those who drop body during the current chaos, and who then choose to re-embody? Who can tell? Without a doubt, it wlll be a life of wonders beyond our current ability to even glimpse or imagine.
In love, light and joy,
I Am of the Stars
(1) I recall Sri Aurobindo, or one of his followers along the path of Integral Yoga, spoke of a technique like this, for harmonizing the ‘adverse forces’ within the body with the Divine incoming from above the head … but I can’t find the reference right now. Here is a good, general compilation of Sri Aurobindo’s teachings …
Link: SatPrem: “Sri Aurobindo, or the Adventure of Consciousness,” http://www.aurobindo.ru/workings/satprem/adventure_of_consciousness_e.htm#021 ..
(2) Youtube Channel: “Daniella Breen,” https://www.youtube.com/user/Consciousnesscall ..
(3) Youtube Channel: “Bill Ballard,” https://www.youtube.com/user/pearls2u/featured ..
In love, light and joy,
I Am of the Stars
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