Revised; originally published on 6 May 2014
- A Time of Chaos
- On Transforming Chaos with the Help of Our Ascension Team
- On Mulling Over Whether It’s Better to Ask Our Ascension Team for Help, or Simply Suffer Through Chaotic Nodes
- Levels of Reality and Duality
- On Summoning Angels and Archangels to Quell Demons and Devils
- Does the Summoning of Angels Perpetuate Duality?
- A Dense Feeling in the Crown Chakra: Imagining Transformation of Denseness Rather Than Incursion of Hostile Persons or Hostile Astral Beings
- Celebrating Silence
- On Joyfully Containing Multitudes
- Telepathic Inspiration During Meditation the Following Morning
A Time of Chaos
Gosh, the incredible sea of mental muddle in recent days! Maybe this is what Tom Kenyon meant by times of chaos? …
See “Chaotic Nodes and Dimensional Atunements” by Tom Kenyon, 8 October 2009, http://tomkenyon.com/chaotic-nodes-and-dimensional-attunements ..
And such an amazing learning process in the world of telepathy. In recent days, quite a hustle and bustle of Souls have been dialing up Alice’s head and gut brain, with messages that are just full of discord and confusion.
At first, I tried just toughing it out, by neutrally observing the stories that were passing through my mental mind and my gut brain. Good Lord! and Good Lord again! Day after day, grid after grid of lower consciousness has been lifting off and floating away.
On Transforming Chaos with the Help of Our Ascension Team
Yesterday I thought: Enough, already! Why should I do Chaos when I could be doing Light? I remembered how Peggy Black talks about going everywhere with her Celestial Team, planning everything with them …
Link: “How to Work with Your Celestial Team: An Interview with Peggy Black, by Randy Peyser, http://www.awarenessmag.com/novdec09/nd09_how_to_work_with.htm ..
Then there is Daniella Breen’s message about connecting with multirealm friendships, which she put out about a year ago …
Video: “Transitional Awareness: Start Connecting with Multirealm Friendships,” by Daniella Breen, 6 June 2013, https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=s0NBkFPgGiA ..
So, yesterday I decided to start envisioning and calling upon my personal team of Light beings to escort me everywhere. What a day! Completely different from all those boring old days, weeks, months of … insofar as possible, neutrally … observing the welter of mental stories swooping through my body.
Every time those dense thoughts started penetrating my Soul field, I called upon my team of beings of Light to walk with me. Light everywhere! Light within me and all around me! Incoming packets of light info again and again – I just loved it!
Image: Person with resplendent pranic column energy connecting to Source: https://iamofthestars.files.wordpress.com/2018/01/296e6-where_does_our_soul_come_from__which_dimension_4.jpg … It felt a little like this, but see those blue beings all around? They were really beings of crystal white light, shimmering, incredibly radiant!
On Mulling Over Whether It’s Better to Ask Our Ascension Team for Help, or Simply Suffer Through Chaotic Nodes
That evening I sat to listen to Sandra Walter’s monthly call, which is for participants in her Ascension Course (2), one of which I then was.
At the time of the call, I was mulling over some questions in my mind about whether it was a cop-out to summon my team of Light. Whether it would be better to tough it out solo, tossed and frittered about by the current dense vibes like a crunchy cheese snack on a hot griddle. Maybe, I was thinking in my semi-subconscious mind, It would be better to suffer, like Christ on the cross? Maybe suffering was the necessary ingredient to ascension?
Levels of Reality and Duality
Since then, I’ve come to an understanding about various levels of the duality play we’ve been enacting …
- For instance, there is ‘us’ … we lightworkers … against ‘them’ … the Controllers.
- Then there’s our bright Soul nature versus our own Shadow of the Personality.
- And then, in the heaven worlds and hell worlds, there are demons and devils and such like versus the angelic realm.
On Summoning Angels and Archangels to Quell Demons and Devils
When we, in our psyche, are too much in the company of demons and devils, we can summon an angel or archangel to help us.
These beings are all Light, having no part of free will, and their only function and joy is to shine forth Light and Love.
In the same way, the only function of demons and devils is to offer a consciousness of relative Darkness. And because of the balance of these two energies, in the heaven worlds and hell worlds, 4D duality has been able to manifest.
Does the Summoning of Angels Perpetuate Duality?
But what is this summoning of angels to assist us? Is it not perpetuation of duality? Yes, it is part of the old paradigm …
- Where we imagine we are helplessly tossed about by forces larger than ourselves.
- Where we imagine we are frail human bodies, subject to fear, anger, and death, and don’t understand what we truly are … deathless, eternal, unblemished human Souls, as described in the Mul Mantra. (3)
I feel it’s ok to summon angels. After all, we have a guardian angel walking by our side, night and day, whose job it is to protect us. But this is not the play within the play. Not the deepest truth of who we are.
Then what is this summoning of beings of Light that I had been doing all day? Is this being dependent on other beings? No, I feel, it’s not the same thing.
Each of us was born to interact with our personal team of Light. We are here on Earth to transform her, and we can only do that by interacting with our ascension teams. At least at this stage of our exploration of truth, I feel.
A Dense Feeling in the Crown Chakra: Imagining Transformation of Denseness Rather Than Incursion of Hostile Persons or Hostile Astral Beings
While flashing through all this in my mind, I became aware of just a lot of telepathic input at my crown chakra. All negative stuff, that I personified as if they were hostile, fearful, and upset thoughts beating on the top of my head.
Then I thought, let me just assume that whatever’s beating on my head is mine, a part of me. Let my personal energy field flow out to include these opposing points of view, these opposing emotions. And quick as a flash, it did!
Oh my gosh, the silence was deafening; delightful! I felt like Walt Whitman, one of the favorite poets of my college days (7):
“I Celebrate myself, and sing myself,
“And what I assume you shall assume,
For every atom belonging to me as good belongs to you.
“I loafe and invite my soul,
“I lean and loafe at my ease observing a spear of summer grass.
“My tongue, every atom of my blood, form’d from this soil, this air,
“Born here of parents born here from parents the same, and their
parents the same,
“I, now thirty-seven years old in perfect health begin,
“Hoping to cease not till death.
–from “Song of Myself, I,” by Walt Whitman, public domain
On Joyfully Containing Multitudes
As Walt Whitman states in “Song of Myself”: “I am large, I contain multitudes.” And there I was, containing multitudes, and the multitudes weren’t objecting. In fact, everyone seemed bathed in Light, wisdom, peace, and wonderment. Not that I’m responsible for any consciousness but my own … That was just the way the cookie crumbled.
Then afterwards, till bedtime, I could feel a very strong energy above my head. An opening, a space for acceptance of ‘other’ into my ‘I-ness’. It’s really very hard to describe. The closest I can come is ‘unconditional love’ … throwing down the barriers to all that’s abhorrent. All that I judge to be ‘not me’. Allowing my energy to flow out and accept everything that my consciousness encounters.
Telepathic Inspiration During Meditation the Following Morning
Segue to this morning. Wow, what a commotion in my head and gut brain when I woke up … all telepathic stuff. So I sat to meditate.
Hummm … One of my telepathic group began channeling her Light team communication. A very pure channeling, like pure Truth directly resonating with my Soul field. Those of us who could hear were completely transformed by this. Those that didn’t hear, weren’t meant to for now. Their path to clarity may recombine with mine at any moment.
The paths to combination are endless. The possibilities are endless.
Imagine you’re a sparrow gliding on the breeze. Other sparrows swoop by, sometimes flying wingtip to wingtip. Sometimes ahead, sometimes behind.
Imagine you can taste the breeze … one note in the song of your consciousness,
And now, imagine what note comes next!
In love, light and joy,
I Am of the Stars
1. See “Chaotic Nodes and Dimensional Atunements” by Tom Kenyon, 8 October 2009, http://tomkenyon.com/chaotic-nodes-and-dimensional-attunements ..
If you decide to listen to his free dimensional attunement mp3, I have an idea it might be good to very solidly and physically feel the deep inner heart … the Hridaya chakra … at the same time as the pineal and pituitary glands.
2. Link: “AscensionPath,” by Sandra Walter, http://www.sandrawalter.com/ascension-path/ ..
3. We are what is described in the mul mantra …
Video: “Mul Mantra – Snatam Kaur,” by Arex, 6 October 2013, https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=vQfBk1lW2NA .. The translation of the mantra is in the information beneath the video … Click the link “Show More”
4. Here is the rest of Walt Whitman’s poem “Song of Myself”:
Link: “Song of Myself,” by Walt Whitman, http://www.daypoems.net/plainpoems/1900.html ..
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