Revised; originally published on 25 September 2014
- Video by Alice
- Five of My Incarnations
- Story of the Two Warrior Friends
- Life as a Forest Nature Spirit
- Life as a Human Woman in the Forest, and Death in Childbirth
- Return to the Nature Realm
- On Meeting These Two Souls in My Current Incarnation
- It’s Harder to Clear Soul Wounding When With Those We Knew in Past Lifetimes
- On Clearing Soul Trauma by Working with One’s Own EMF
- On Attaining Freedom
In this video I talk about interactions of players in five of my incarnations, about Soul wounding, Soul clearing, and attaining freedom of mind.
There are nature scenes in the second half of the video, and a Summary beneath the video; text not in the video is in blue font …
VIDEO BY ALICE
SUMMARY OF THE VIDEO
Hello, Dear Ones, It’s Alice.
FIVE OF MY INCARNATIONS
I have three stories to tell about incarnations I remember (just a few of them), and my understanding of what I’ve learned or what’s happening. And my thought is that it may help other people to interpret their own circumstances, and to trace them back, and to repair the wounding of old incarnations that were traumatic, and created time loops in our etheric net that need to be untangled and straightened out so that we can be in our full glory. So that’s my thought, and here are the stories. I hope I do them justice.
There was a time, a long time ago, when I was a warrior. And I had a friend who was a companion in arms. It was a very, very long time ago, before the discovery of America, and before the European continent became civilized, and like that. It was just a long, long time ago.
Story of the Two Warrior Friends
I was a warrior by trade. My friend and I stuck together. War is a very difficult experience, and so it’s good to have a friend. We survived a lot of battles. We were kind of rough-hewn; you might have called us barbarians, from the vantage point of current civilization.
My friend had a woman; in current, civilized terms you might call her his wife. I was not the civilized sort; one time he found me with her, in an extremely compromising situation … in flagrante delicto, you might say. He became enraged, and he killed me on the spot.
Now the last thing I remember about that stabbing death is that I loved him so, and I hoped for his forgiveness, and that anguish of that death without finding forgiveness was embedded in my body at the site of the wound.
A terrible story! These are the kinds of stories that we remember, though! They’re the first to come back into our awareness … not all the good stories; just the terrible stories! Because those are the ones to do with Soul wounding, right?
Life as a Forest Nature Spirit
So then, many lifetimes went by. And eventually I found myself in the nature spirit world. I was a nature spirit, and I had a particular deva that I was very fond of. A deva is a very wise overseer nature spirit dweller on the astral plane. They live for a very long time; longer than humans. In fact, my deva may still be alive!
I was tiny; the deva was a huge and magnificent energy. I used to just hang around with my deva in total awe and adoration. And one day, I found myself near a beautiful pool of water. This was in the rustic times, when people lived in small villages.
I found myself, as a nature spirit, near a pool of water in a forest. And there were some human children, playing and diving in the water. And I thought to myself: I would really like to be a human! I saw a child that I recognized there, and that was the cause of my longing.
Life as a Human Woman in the Forest, and Death in Childbirth
So, before I knew it, my deva arranged it! Before I knew it, I was a baby in that village! And as time went on, I, who had fallen in love as a nature spirit with that very young child, found myself married to him.
And what do you know?! It was the same guy that I had sought forgiveness from so long ago. And we were deeply and passionately in love. At a young age we were married. Before I knew it, I was with child. And before time rolled round again, I found myself giving birth. And in the process of giving birth to a beautiful baby girl, I lost my life.
The last thing that I remembered was my life blood draining out of me, over my legs. And a terrible concern for my husband, whom I loved dearly, and for my child, who had just been born. As I left my body, through my astral spirit I asked my husband if he would please take care of our child. And he agreed.
Return to the Nature Realm
Because of that terrible experience I had: Of deepest love won, and suddenly lost through death, I went back to the nature realm for a while. What was happening back on Earth, with my husband and my child? My husband went into a terrible depression. He couldn’t get over my death. And after a few years, in his despondency, he committed suicide.
And my child was left to survive on her own, with the help of friends in the village. So that’s that story.
On Meeting These Two Souls in My Current Incarnation
Many, many years went by. Modern times came. And some fifteen years ago, I was walking along, and I felt a great thrilling of my Soul. A great resonance with some energy nearby. And before long I found out that this resonance had to do with a man and a woman who were friends.
Now what? … you may be thinking!
I felt a very strong kinship with both of them, on the spiritual plane. I didn’t know why; I couldn’t explain it.
I could tell that the woman didn’t like me! And I could tell that the man was afraid of me. Shortly after that, the man and the woman got married.
It took a long time, listening telepathically, on the emotional plane and on the mental plane, to finally figure out all this stuff, as to what had actually happened. And why that moment in time happened. The closest I can tell you is this:
The man I met in this lifetime was the man I was married to in the forest: Tom of the Forest. The woman he married in this lifetime was my daughter born in the forest. He had decided, in this lifetime, to provide for her the love, the emotional support, that he was unable to provide in that lifetime.
He didn’t want to have anything to do with me, because of the pain of that separation when I died in childbirth long ago. She didn’t want to have anything to do with me because she was still feeling deserted by her mother from those ancient times.
IT’S HARDER TO CLEAR SOUL WOUNDING WHEN WITH THOSE WE KNEW IN PAST LIFETIMES
Now those feelings are prenatal tendencies and cellular memories that are stored because of trauma. We don’t have to be with the people that created the trauma, to set that trauma free. In fact, if we’re with those people, we’re less likely to do so … because what’s set up then is an energetic action / reaction, and ‘acting out’ of old wounds. So it makes it very difficult to clear ourselves.
ON CLEARING SOUL TRAUMA BY WORKING WITH ONE’S OWN EMF
The best way to clear is to work with one’s own electromagnetic field. We’ve talked about that many times in the past: All the tools that are available to us, and so forth.
The difficult thing is to step back, in neutrality, and understand that it’s we ourselves that have to do this thing. We can’t do it with the help of another person. Souls ascend one by one, as Daniella Breen is always saying. She’s a wonderful teacher!
One by one, we ascend. Our electromagnetic field can only unfold into its true potential if we’re not corded to other people.
ON ATTAINING FREEDOM
It’s a hard thing, but a true thing. And realizing it creates freedom. Just knowing it creates freedom. Before we’re totally free, there’s a great freeing of the mind and the emotions. You know?
In love, light and joy,
I Am of the Stars
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