- What Is Personality?
- The Walled-Up Personality and the Antisocial ‘Personality’
- What Causes Walling Off of Personality? What Causes People to Become Antisocial ‘Personalities’?
- A Clair Case Study: The Young Boy Who Became a Cannibal
- What Drives Antisocial Behavior?
- Social Mores
- Inhibition of the Sex Drive
- Unconscious Mind Takes Over Volition
- On Desire Elementals, the Lower Mental Body, and the Higher Mental Body
- The Master Plan
- The Need to Destroy the ‘Bad Part’
- Astral Stories Produced by an Antisocial ‘Personality’, and Aimed at a ‘Bad Part’
- Astral Rape of a ‘Bad Part’ by the Desire Elemental of an Antisocial ‘Personality’
- Awakening the Walled-Up Personality
- What Is the Reason for the Early Childhood Trauma of Antisocial ‘Personalities’?
- He incarnated, 9th century BCE, as the Prophet Elijah
- He incarnated, between approximately 1010 and 970 BCE, as King David of Judah
- He incarnated, during the reign of Hitler
- He incarnated today as the antisocial ‘personality’ described above
- Current Lifetime Sexual Practices
- Why Does He Prefer Male Sexual Partners in This Lifetime?
- Nazi-like Activities in This Lifetime.
- Why Did He Become a Cannibal in This Lifetime?
- Conclusion: My Hope That This May Be of Service in Rehabilitating Antisocial ‘Personalities’
DISCLAIMER: All references in this blog to an antisocial personality, psychopath, sociopath, cult leader, cult, serial killer or cannibal are completely fictional (unless they are backed up by a news source and the name of a convicted person). If not backed up by a person’s conviction, they are from the clair plane, which has no pertinence whatsoever to the physical plane of reality. Any resemblance of these hypothetical astral stories to actual persons, living or dead, or actual events is purely coincidental.
Here is some information on the differences between normal socialized people and antisocial personalities … people who are disposed to mind control, satyriasis, serial killing, rape, torture, genital mutilation, and cannibalism … what Arthur E. Powell terms actions of ‘the utmost depravity’.
WHAT IS PERSONALITY?
The Lower Mental Body is one of the subtle bodies of a human being; this is the subtle body through which we think of and carry out our everyday activities. It creates our routine, everyday, mundane thoughts. Personality is the part of the Lower Mental Body that expresses the EMF tangles (the karma) incurred during past incarnations. Yet personality itself is not carried from incarnation to incarnation. Each incarnation exhibits a new personality, and often a different gender, race, or nationality.
Nevertheless, in a unique way, the personality of our current incarnation expresses the EMF tangles incurred during past incarnations. How can this be? My feeling is, with help from our guardian angels, at the moment of swooshing down into human form, we choose to work on a certain subset of EMF tangles, and this subset presents itself to the world as our incarnational personality.
THE WALLED-UP PERSONALITY AND THE ANTISOCIAL ‘PERSONALITY’
From time to time, on the clairaudient plane, I’ve heard this term spoken, “You have no personality!” What does this mean? I feel this is a projection from the clair speaker; I gather from this that people sometimes have their personality ‘walled up’ inside their heads, or some other part of their body.
Through empathic telepathy, I’ve experienced the sound of the ‘walled up’ personality of others as a tiny, tinny, clairaudiently heard voice localized to the top left side of the head; spherically encapsulated, the diameter of the sphere being about one inch. On occasion, I’ve heard this voice called, by the person with the encapsulation, ‘Tinkerbell’, as if it were a separate person.
From analysis of clairaudient and clairvoyant experiences I’ve had, I associate this walling up of the personality with the behavior of the antisocial ‘personality’. If this is true, then the latter term must be a misnomer, for the antisocial ‘personality’ isn’t expressing, in daily behavior, a personality, but actually a lack thereoff.
The antisocial ‘personality’ can study personalities of other people, and mimic them. To the neutral observer he can appear to morph from one personality to a completely different personality in the fraction of a second. But his true personality, that which he came to Earth with, is locked away inside his head due to serve, and often multiple instances of, early childhood trauma.
WHAT CAUSES WALLING OFF OF PERSONALITY?
WHAT CAUSES PEOPLE TO BECOME ANTISOCIAL ‘PERSONALITIES’?
What would cause the personality to be walled up inside the head?
A Clair Case Study: The Young Boy Who Became a Cannibal. I propose the cause may be a traumatic early childhood experience that made expression of personal self too dangerous to be allowed. Here is a case study from the clair hearing and clair viewing realm:
A very young boy has been sexually abused by his father, an itinerant farm worker who had a drinking habit, and several times had treated him as a female sexual object through anal rape. In addition, while very drunk one night, carved his son’s penis into a curlecue shape, then afterwards laughed and said that it looked like a ‘pig tail’.
Another incident occurs when the child is at the age of 5: Mother and child are in a remote rural farmhouse in the partly wooded part of the United States that lies between the Appalachians and the great prairies of the Midwest. There is an infant baby brother. The father disappeared some weeks ago, looking for work. The family is hungry, and the mother has no means of seeking food. The mother is lying in bed, drowsing off, and begins to have a sexual fantasy.
Because of the father’s prior act of genital mutilation, the boy has second-chakra (sexual chakra) Soul wounding … in the energy of that chakra, the emotions of fear, hatred, pain, and desire for sex are knit up and spinning together. Then, while the father is away, the young boy climbs into his mother’s bed as she has a sexual fantasy. He’s intrigued by the sexual thought-forms she is emanating. With irritation, a swift movement of her arm, she sweeps him off the bed.
The boy feels terrible anger; perhaps this might be termed ‘sexual rage’. Grabbing a box of matches, he sets the house on fire and runs out. The house goes up like tinder; his mom and his baby brother are burnt to death.
A few neighbors come running, and one drags the charred body of his mother out of the house. Her body is lying on the ground, head to the north and feet to the south, a little to the east of the door of the still smouldering farmhouse. She is lying nearly on her back, but her body is contorted and slightly bent, so that it arcs to the right (to the west), and her left hip is slightly off the ground. The 5-year-old boy is standing right beside her, near the middle of her body, on the other side from the farmhouse.
As the child watches, his heart filled with terror, his mother’s jaw falls open. For a moment, he thinks she is alive, and he feels a wild hope that she if coming back to life. Followed by a pain in his empty stomach. He is so hungry! He longs for his mother to feed him, as she has always done.
He notices that her arm, charred black and cooked by the heat of the conflagration in the house, looks edible. He tries a tiny bite.
This sets the stage for a life of cannibalism. His sex drive is bound up in the most traumatic of memories of betrayal by his father, then desertion by the father, then sexual shunning by the mother while she was in a semi-somnambulant state. Then the child’s act of rage, the setting fire to the family home, results in loss of the mother. He eats a little of his mother’s cooked flesh to satisfy his hunger.
After that, he remembers being completely alone, sitting within sight of the burned-down farmhouse, in a cleared field surrounded by forest, for 3 days, at which time a neighbor wanders by and takes him in. (I can’t figure how this could have happened. If the neighbors stopped by because of the fire, wouldn’t they have taken him in? But maybe they did take him in, and then he wandered back to the farmhouse by himself? Thus he could have been alone and in shock for 3 days.)
What happens during those three days? The shock of all this is too much for the child to process in a socialized way. Further, there is no one to guide him to resolution of these memories in a socialized way. A cascade of notions occurs, which sets the recent events in a kind of order. This is an instantaneous cobbling together of emotions, events, and thought-forms, both of the conscious mind (the Lower Mental Body) and the unconscious mind (i.e., the desire elemental, the gut brain, the ‘lower triangle’, the ‘vital body’). Everything seems to fit together right, but the conclusions drawn don’t conform to societal expectations and social notions of ‘conscience’.
- The thought that he has caused the destruction of his family is too much for him. And so he blames his mother for not leaving the house soon enough. Had she wished to survived, she would have, would she not? No, she desired to abandon him. That was why she stayed inside the house. It was her fault that he was alone.
- He is all alone in the world. That there is no such thing as family.
- He reaches out his mind into the noosphere; he feels there are no other beings on Earth but himself. The other people that he sees with his physical eyes, to his new world view are but ‘parts’ of himself … they are parts of his own mind.
- Some are ‘good parts’ … and these are the people he can mind control to do his bidding.
- Some are ‘bad parts’ … and these are people not susceptible to mind control (more on this below)
- It’s far too dangerous to feel sexual toward a woman who is awake and alive; for him to express sexuality toward a woman, she must be dead.
- He can obtain mother’s love by killing and eating a woman.
- His father may return and rescue him, he feels (though, in fact, his father does not). This, at that deeply traumatic turning point in his childhood, is the only ray of light.
- The father mutilated his penis. Someone, in his world view, must be ok, a safe harbor, and from this he derives that it’s all right for him, the son, to practice genital mutilation on himself and other men.
- The father was strong and was able to injure his young manhood; he must choose as sexual partners those who are weak (more on this below).
WHAT DRIVES ANTISOCIAL BEHAVIOR?
What is directing the play of a person’s life, when personality is walled up inside the mind? What causes satyriasis, repeated serial killings, serial rape, child molestation, acts of sexual mutilation on oneself and others, and cannibalism?
Social Mores. The personality, which in most people directs the play of their lives, with the touchstone of social mores and inculcated moral strictures, in this unusual sort of person is walled up. Neither social mores nor moral strictures find expression in the activities of this person in the physical world.
Inhibition of the Sex Drive. In normal daily activities, he doesn’t feel the sex drive at all; all feelings of sexuality are bound down by the fear and rage associated with the early childhood trauma. Yet sexuality exists in his emotional body, his astral form, and specifically in his second chakra energy … admixed with the negative emotions of the early experiences. And so, expression of sexuality during his maturity will involve acting out this admixture of sexual desire. fear, and rage.
Unconscious Mind Takes Over Volition. Further, for the chains of repressed desire to be broken, what must happen is that the ‘desire elemental’ (the unconscious mind) must take over the man’s volition. In other words, the desire elemental assumes command of the physical body, which is in normal instances the barque or boat of the Soul, and the expression, through the Lower Mental Mind and the personality, of the Soul’s desire to attain Wisdom through incarnational experiences. In this instance, though, the desire elemental overthrows mind, personality, and Soul’s yearning, and grasps the helm of volition.
On Desire Elementals, the Lower Mental Body, and the Higher Mental Body. All people have desire elementals, which have a ‘mind’ of their own, though the workings of this ‘mind’ are of a much lower order than that of the subtle body known as the Lower Mental Body, which in itself consists of matter of a much lower order than that of the subtle body known as the Higher Mental Body (which conceived abstract qualities and is capable of philosophical thought). So there is a hierarchy of mental matter … from lowest and most coarse mental matter to highest and most refined, this is:
- Desire Elemental,
- Lower Mental Body (aka Inner Child, Gut Brain, Lower Triangle, and Vital Body), and
- Higher Mental Body
The coarsest mental matter, that of the desire elemental, is found in every human being. It has a fundamental will of its own, a will to stay on Earth, and express itself through Earthly form. It has a longing for, and delight in, physicality.
Most people’s desire elementals express their feelings related to being anchored on Earth:
- Wanting to stay alive and be safe,
- Desire for sexual intercourse, and
- The will to make one’s mark in the world.
However, when the lower chakras … the first, second and third chakras … are tangled up with dark, negative emotions. as is the case with the antisocial ‘personality’, the desire elemental expresses itself differently in the world.
- Of course, it wants to stay alive and be safe. But also, it desires mightily, and takes great delight in killing.
- Of course, it desires sexual intercourse. But it acts out sexual scenarios associated with pain, rape, torture, and murder.
- Of course, it wants to make its mark in the world, but without the restrictive notion of personality, it thinks it is the world. Everyone else’s mind is just a part of its own mind. The desire elemental of such a person, unrestricted by the notion of personality, thinks it will take over everyone in the world. It will mind control or hypnotize them into submission.
The Master Plan. The desire elemental of such a person has a ‘master plan’:
- It will kill all the ‘bad parts’ of its mind (i.e., the minds of the people who can’t be mind controlled).
- All the people that it can mind control, are but ‘good parts’ of itself … not ‘other’ people per se.
- The desire elemental of the antisocial ‘personality’ conceives itself as being all people; there is no thought or act or desire of any person that is not its own thought, act and desire.
- It has not that mental wall … that notion of egoic boundary that we term ‘personality’ in the typical sense of the word … through which it views ‘the world’ as separate from itself.
The Need to Destroy the ‘Bad Part’. When someone is perceived by the antisocial ‘personality’ as a ‘bad part’, then the attention of the antisocial ‘personality’ will be raptly entwined with that of the ‘bad part’. That is to say, both the Lower Mental Mind (sans what’s generally termed ‘personality’) and the desire elemental (i.e., the unconscious mind). The reason for this is that the ‘bad part’ negates the antisocial personality’s world view, that he is the only sentient being on planet. Here, clearly, is not a person with a different point of view, but a ‘bad part’ of his own self that must be whipped into line.
To this end, invariably possessed of remarkable mind control ability, the antisocial ‘personality’ will utilized the minds (what I sometimes term the ‘mini-noosphere) of family and friends that he can mind control … and whom he terms ‘good parts’ of himself … in an all-out, 24/7 attempt at mind control of the ‘bad part’.
- If this can be accomplished, it will reinforce the world view cobbled out in a state of post-traumatic stress during early childhood.
- Further, it will eliminate the threat of societal retribution for acts the antisocial ‘personality’ know are considered socially unacceptable. There will be no one who knows of his misdeeds, and so no one will report him to the authorities. (1)
Astral Stories Produced by an Antisocial ‘Personality’, and Aimed at a ‘Bad Part’. The intuitive person cast in the role of a ‘bad part’ will experience this 24/7 telepathic assault as astral stories, produced by the antisocial ‘personality’, his mind-controlled ‘good parts’ being the actors in the stories.
The actors will play many parts; the producer (the antisocial ‘personality’) will stay in hiding or pretend to be every friend or acquaintance of whom the ‘bad part’ thinks. The energy signature of the astral stories will carry the emotional wounding of the antisocial ‘personality’; in this case, fear, rage, desire for sex, desire to kill, and desire to take over the mind of the ‘bad part’.
Astral Rape of a ‘Bad Part’ by the Desire Elemental of an Antisocial ‘Personality’. Further, the desire elemental of the antisocial ‘personality’ will attempt over and over again to rape the desire elemental of the ‘bad part’. If you find yourself cast in the role of a ‘bad part’ by an antisocial ‘personality’, then in a gentle, kindly astral voice, say:
Go back home!
You are you!
Simple though it is, this instruction appears to work quite well, and instantly. Could this be because it teaches the desire elemental of the antisocial ‘personality’ to understand that it belongs to one person only, and that person is not everyone, but only one individual human being? This, I feel, is the beginning of a return to the concept of a boundary or barrier of self, a notion of personality as ‘I’ in relation to many ‘others’; the beginning of creation of a more workable world view.
AWAKENING THE WALLED-UP PERSONALITY
The hidden inner child is depicted in this drawing as hiding in a man’s chest. From my own clair hearing, it seems that the inner child might be hidden in the head as well as in the heart … or maybe elsewhere in the body: http://4.bp.blogspot.com/-weN-0QZvXo4/VdZMKVIKdnI/AAAAAAAAAdM/2owbwjtSK1s/s1600/received_10153133118227993.jpeg ..
I’ve tried, on the psychic plane, to awaken the walled-up personality of another person. My method (since I deal with the astral, lower mental, and physical planes) is to release the entities that bind down the personality; these are what in many religions are referred to as devils or demons, but which unfortunately go unrecognized, and hence undealt-with by the modern healing arts of psychology and psychiatry.
The technique I use is to ‘free the demons’. (2) This is done clairaudiently. One visualizes the person to be healed, and speaks to the enchaining astral entities:
You are free!
Go where you will!
There is an immediate release of the other person’s psychic bonds of repression. Then the personality awakens to the atrocities that the desire elemental, while in sole possession of the human’s body, has committed. The personality, which retains the seeds of conscience, recoils in horror. And so, once more it is walled off: the door is slammed shut.
I don’t know what to say or do about this. Perhaps, with time, the answer will be given us.
WHAT IS THE REASON FOR THE EARLY CHILDHOOD TRAUMA OF ANTISOCIAL ‘PERSONALITIES’?
The cause of this kind of early childhood trauma has to do with Soul choices in prior incarnations. It has also to do with the decision of the Soul … in conference with its guardian angels … as to what direction to take in the current incarnation. Let me offer an instance based on the clair story of the 5-year-old described above. Here’s the clair intel regarding this person’s prior incarnations:
He incarnated, 9th century BCE, as the Prophet Elijah. In that lifetime he was associated with ritual circumcision of boys … in the current lifetime this is expressed (after much accumulation of Soul wounding during intervening incarnations) in this way:
Today this person is leader of a small group of people, which offers socially acceptable cover for the ongoing atrocities committed by his desire elemental. One ‘dreamlike’ sexual tableau enacted by the group: One of his present-day male followers grabs and holds immobile another male follower (who has already been circumcised in the normal medical way in childhood). Then the leader of the group whips out a knife, cuts off the skin on the head of the captive’s penis, pops it in his mouth, and swallows it.
He incarnated, between approximately 1010 and 970 BCE, as King David of Judah. In consolidating his kingdom, he waged wars against neighboring tribes. Some term these wars genocide. This set the stage for a succeeding incarnation:
He incarnated, during the reign of Hitler, as one of Hitler’s right-hand men for the genocide of the concentration camps that snuffed out the lives of Jews, Poles, Romanis, Soviets, Jehovah’s Witnesses, communists, homosexuals, and those with mental and physical disabilities. He was personally responsible for the slaughter of about 5,000 men, women, and children, standing quite close to them and using a handgun … perhaps a Luger.
During this time he also raped many toddler girls before killing them and their families. He had a wedding ring that he would offer them, telling them that, if they would ‘marry’ him, then their families would be spared. The next day, he would gather the family, and kill them all. There is an element of sexual promise, and then betrayal of promise here.
The experiences of this lifetime set the stage for his slaughter of four wives in the current lifetime, though they were wives in name only … for the moment he desired them, he would kill them, so that he could safely have sex with them. So here we have, once again, the theme of sexual promise, and then betrayal of promise.
He incarnated today as the antisocial ‘personality’ described above. On descent into form, he carried the karma of one lifetime of genital mutilation and two lifetimes of genocide. His Soul’s wish, on descent into form, was to kill less people than he had in his most recent prior lifetime; in this lifetime, his Soul feels happy that he has killed no more than 2,000.
The Soul wounding he experienced in this lifetime, of his father mutilating his genitals, may have to do with a desire he expressed to his guardian angels, just before incarnating, to avoid perpetrating the rapes that occurred in the Nazi lifetime; however, it has backfired, and is expressing as sadomasochistic sexual scenarios.
The second instance of Soul wounding in this lifetime, the loss of the mother and the need to eat her flesh to obtain motherly love, may express the overbalancing of the Divine Masculine that occurred in the prior 3 incarnations detailed above. In a sense, the current incarnation represents the ‘death of the Mother’ … the nearly complete loss of the Divine Feminine energy, which might express itself, through acted out unconscious symbolism, as:
- Sincere advocation of euthanization of elderly people, especially elderly women
- Advocation of abortion, whether physically or psychically induced
- Sacrifice of the lives of women, involving ritual cannibalism … such as eating the still throbbing heart
- Making money off of any of the above … this would have to do with the notion that death of the mother will provide something to eat … sustenance (derived to the notion of ‘financial advantage’)
Because of a past criminal record, our putative antisocial ‘personality’ has had cosmetic facial surgery to avoid detection by law enforcement. He is a recluse, doesn’t indulge in the social media, and limits his circle of communication to his mind-controlled group. His communications are mostly not personally conveyed, but conveyed through an intermediary, on both the physical and the astral planes.
Because of the early childhood genital wounding by his father, he has had cosmetic surgery on his penis. Though the penis looks normal, it isn’t capable of achieving an erection. Also, the reconstructed penis has no ‘touch’ sensation. My thought on this is that, in agreement with his guardian angels at the moment of incarnation into this lifetime, he desired not to rape people.
Without a functional penis, one cannot rape. However, he would retain the samskara of rape. Hopefully this would be slowly dwindling, through, for instance, the experience of rape and pain at the hands of the father in early childhood. In later life, through experiences of anal intercourse performed by other people on one’s person, one might begin to come to an understanding of the physical unpleasantness he has conveyed through rape in past lifetimes. In other words, through agreement just before incarnation, the antisocial ‘personality’ might be striving, in this lifetime, to understand the suffering he has caused other people in past lifetimes.
There remain to be contended with, very strong samskaras of genital mutilation, rape, and killing. These have become quite pronounced due to the prior lifetime experiences of same. In the current lifetime, many avenues of expressing these samskaras remain available.
The challenge to the Soul would be to exercise these samskaras as infrequently as possible. Because of the density of past life experiences, one might expect to find in this lifetime sexual expression of the accumulated samskaras in ways such as these:
Current Lifetime Sexual Practices. In the current lifetime, his sexual needs are expressed through satyric sadomasochistic behavior, including:
- anal sex with men in his group (sometimes involving killing them physically, and sometimes not)
- oral sex by women in the group
- extending sexual favors to people he might feel threaten his antisocial activities; or arranging such to be conferred
- long-drawn-out (in terms of months) sexual torture and killing of adolescent boys
- sexual penetration of both men and women with a foreign object (such as, for instance, a prophylactic with a razor or scissors insert).
- anal intercourse with non-group homosexual sex workers, after which he turns and slashes their throats with a razor
- genital mutilation and murder of homeless men
Because of the early cobbled-together world view, after the traumatic early childhood events, this issue manifests in the current lifetime:
- Giving no thought to whether satyric practices spread sexual diseases, even life-threatening social diseases. If he should have such a disease, then why should not everyone? Everyone is no one but him … everyone else is just a part of him. So how could it matter, whether or not he causes their death, in whichever way he chooses?
Why Does He Prefer Male Sexual Partners in This Lifetime? As to why the sexual partners are mostly male in this lifetime, rather than female as in the Nazi lifetime … perhaps there was a change of gender preference because of the early childhood trauma in the current lifetime?
I’ve heard such a presumed antisocial ‘personality’ express, on the clairaudient plane, that men are tougher than women, and so he prefers them. I gather this means that he desires women, and then kills them, too quickly. He would prefer to keep a woman as a titular ‘wife’ … to keep his house, cook his meals, and act as an alter ego mind-controlled sub-persona … and so he has turned to men for sexual expression.
Nazi-like Activities in This Lifetime. Men can defend themselves, so those he chooses as friends have a chance to stay alive should he feel a sexual urge toward them. He nevertheless can satisfy his desire to kill by sacrificing people marginalized by society … which is to say, he will choose as victims:
- Homosexual men
- Homeless men
- Male children … for example, picking them up while in disguise during Halloween … or posing as a woman and picking them up … or mind-controlling a member of his group into doing this
The presumption is that socially unacceptable acts performed on marginalized or disempowered members of society will pass under the public ‘radar’. This follows on the Nazi lifetime, in which he followed a Master Plan to eliminate undesirable groups of people from his national gene stock.
Why Did He Become a Cannibal in This Lifetime? As to the issue of cannibalism, I can find no reason for it among his putative past lifetimes; only the traumatic loss of the mother in this lifetime, as described above.
In a dreamtime analysis of past lifetimes there are, no doubt about it, many lifetimes that I’ve missed out on entirely. It’s generally the incarnations in which the most Soul wounding occurs that present themselves to the view of a person clairly gifted. This, I feel, is because it is the karma of these traumatic lifetimes that the Soul is attempting to resolve in the current lifetime.
CONCLUSION: MY HOPE THAT THIS MAY BE OF SERVICE IN REHABILITATING ANTISOCIAL PERSONALITIES
Well, this is all just clair intel … pieced together from many different strands of misqualified energy I’ve encountered on the astral and mental planes, what I call elsewhere ‘astral stories’. Thus it most likely includes energy strands from many different human lives, perhaps experiences taking place in the real world, but just a likely only memories of past events. Though my presentation is from the astral realm, I hope it will be of service toward the Soul healing and psychological rehabilitation of people with this kind of karma.
In love, light and joy,
I Am of the Stars
(1) I’ve read elsewhere that antisocial ‘personalities’ recognize they are running counter to the way most people feel life should be lived; but they consider social rules silly … a nuisance to be avoided.
(2) See also my blog category “exorcism / entity attachment.”
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